Archive for the 'Peace Nikonos' Category

Nov 05 2011

Remembering two of my sons

One year ago yesterday we found out that our sweet son Hosanna died, and it will be a year ago on Tuesday since he left the secret depths of my body. Two years ago today our adorable little Peace died & was born into my hands, just a few mere hours after we saw his […]

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Oct 15 2011

Anticipating Heaven

Today I am anticipating so many things. Finishing some things on our house. Moving day. Baby Nine’s arrival. Heaven. Wait a second, did you read that right? Yes, indeed: you did. I said heaven. I suppose heaven is something that most Christians would say they anticipate, but today I am anticipating it in a particular […]

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Nov 05 2010


Published by under Peace Nikonos

Isaiah 26:3-4 You keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You. Trust in the LORD forever, for the LORD GOD is an everlasting rock. Peace Nikonos, my precious little baby… a year ago today we saw your beautiful heartbeat. Your sweet little body floated in Mommy’s womb, […]

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Oct 06 2010

My Face

It’s October now. Many people don’t know that this month is designated as Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month. (now you do.) Furthermore, October 15th is the specific day set aside as a remembrance day for the loss of all these children. Including six of my children. So while I remember and love my children […]

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Feb 02 2010

Tuesday February 2, 2010

Today would have been Promise’s due date, and I could have shared newborn photos.Or today I would have had Peace’s “big ultrasound” pictures to share with you.But God’s ways are most certainly not our ways, nor His thoughts our thoughts. So today I am sharing Mercy’s memory photos with you instead.This mommy loves my children […]

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Dec 05 2009

Saturday December 5, 2009

A month ago today my world crushed and fell ~ again.A month ago today my youngest child flew to Paradise.A month ago today my hope was crushed.A month ago today my faith was shaken.A month ago today my womb became empty again.A month ago today our future became uncertain.A month ago today the sackcloth was […]

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Nov 20 2009

Friday November 20, 2009

These were the three little candles we had lit on October 15th in remembrance of Covenant, Glory, and Promise. Next year there will be another one added for Peace. In mid-October we spent a day at podunky little town in the center of the state, meeting up with two of Steven’s buddies from “pre wife” […]

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Nov 07 2009

Saturday November 7, 2009

I do not have the wherewithal to post much new right now.Like Job, before we can continue with life and pour ourselves into worship, we need to grieve — in Scripture this is described by tearing of garments, covering oneself in ashes, weeping in the square, grieving both privately and corporately, etc… So that’s where […]

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Nov 06 2009

Friday November 6, 2009

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: a time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a […]

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Nov 05 2009

Thursday November 5, 2009

I don’t know what to write because I don’t want to put the words in concrete. We don’t understand what happened. But the baby is gone. Oh God, help me. His heart was beating this morning. For pity sake, we saw it with our own eyes!!!!!! He looked so healthy and beautiful!! God, why would […]

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