On the Seventh Day of Christmas

O Christmas, merry Christmas,
Is it really come again,
With its memories and greetings,
With its joy and with its pain!
There’s a minor in the carol
And a shadow in the light,
And a spray of cypress twining
With the holly wreath tonight.
And the hush is never broken
By laughter light and and low,
As we listen in the starlight
To the “bells across the snow.”

O Christmas, merry Christmas,
‘Tis not so very long
Since other voices blended
With the carol and the song!
If we could but hear them singing,
As they are singing now,
If we could but see the radiance
Of the crown on each dear brow,
There would be no sigh to smother,
No hidden tear to flow,
As we listen in the starlight
To the “bells across the snow.”

O Christmas, merry Christmas,
This never more can be;
We cannot bring again the days
Of our unshadowed glee,
But Christmas, happy Christmas,
Sweet herald of good will,
With holy songs of glory
Brings holy gladness still.
For peace and hope may brighten,
And patient love may glow,
As we listen in the starlight
To the “bells across the snow.”

~Frances Ridley Havergal~

On the Sixth Day of Christmas

The Incarnation means that God cares so much
that He chose to become human and suffer loss,
though He never had to.

I have grieved long and hard and intensely.
But I have found comfort knowing that the sovereign God,
who is in control of everything,
is the same God who has experienced
the pain I live with very day.

~Jerry Sittser, A Grace Disguised~

A Homemade Christmas

This year we did a homemade Christmas, and while it took me countless hours to plan, prepare, repurpose, crochet, sew, glue, cut, stitch, bake… it was so worth it! I think it was September when I started crafting (although I had thought about starting back in April, haha, and began some of the planning way back then), and I was finished a while before Thanksgiving. I love being given homemade things, knowing the particular love and sacrifice that is poured into such things.

Anyway, I’ve had people asking me to share what I made this year. So here you go. Perhaps giving you more than you bargained for. 🙂

This is a grocery sack holder: you know the heaps of plastic bags you accumulate and want to use as garbage can liners (or whatever else), and they make such a mess? This is the solution. I made five of these for the ladies in our family plus one for me.

I made sets of pillow cases for our parents and siblings, with “Mr.” & “Mrs.” and ribbon embellishments.

I collected bottle caps, and made bottle cap magnets for my sisters-in-law (as well as some friends).

I made bottle cap thumb-tacks for the guys.

For my hubby, brother, and brother-in-law, I made cork boards from used wine corks. They’re pretty nifty.
In my brother’s, I used two corks from champagne from his college graduation. And in my hubby’s, I used some corks from wine we had shared together.

I did this stitchery for my mama. I framed it with a frame I’d had waiting for years for a project, and used matting leftover from previous projects.

I made my mom-in-law a Christmas wreath, which (by the way) I consider super duper fun.

I crocheted bookmarks for the ladies in my family, and for some friends.

I framed photos for my grandparents and our dads. (this is the one we gave my dad)

I made hooded towels and personalized them for our niece & nephews.

I decorated onesies for a young newphew.

And I made quiet books for slightly less young niece & nephew.

For Gabriel, I made a bunch of felt food for him to use in his new play kitchen. 🙂

Christmas Cheer

The redhead family, celebrating God’s abundance of grace & gifts.

I had to share this with you all: the play kitchen Gabriel’s grandpapa & grandmama designed and built for him. Now it is settled (at least until our Christmas tree is gone, if not longer) in my kitchen! Such fun.

Rest And Hear

And ye, beneath life’s crushing load,
whose forms are bending low,
who toil along the climbing way
with painful steps and slow,
look now! for glad and golden hours
come swiftly on the wing.

O rest beside the weary road,
and hear the angels sing!

~Edmund Sears, 1810-1876~

[Merry?] Christmas Eve…

“Merry Christmas”—there was a scene in the newest Harry Potter movie (HP7a) where Harry and Hermione are in the graveyard in Godric’s Hollow, standing in the snow, staring at the headstone for Harry’s parents, James & Lily. It was Christmas Eve. Harry’s eyes were red and full of tears. He sniffed. Hermione knelt down and immediately placed a wreath of white roses at the foot of the headstone (thanks to her magic wand and great spell skills). There was quiet. There were muted colors. There was heaviness. There was grief.
They didn’t need to say a lot. There wasn’t a “cheer up, it’s Christmas” type of attitude.
In the grief, and with the tears, Hermione simply and quietly said, “Merry Christmas.” And that was that.
That’s how I feel about it this year.

In the grief, and with the tears, let me simply and quietly say, “Merry Christmas.”
That’s that.

Out of these ashes

Beauty Will Rise
By Steven Curtis Chapman

It was the day the world went wrong

I screamed til my voice was gone
And watched through the tears as everything
came crashing down
Slowly panic turns to pain
As we awake to what remains
and sift through the ashes that are left
behind

But buried deep beneath
All our broken dreams
we have this hope:

Out of these ashes… beauty will rise
and we will dance among the ruins
We will see Him with our own eyes
Out of these ashes… beauty will rise
For we know, joy is coming in the morning…
in the morning, beauty will rise

So take another breath for now,
and let the tears come washing down,
and if you can’t believe I will believe
for you.

Cuz I have seen
the signs of spring!
Just watch and see:

Out of these ashes… beauty will rise
and we will dance among the ruins
We will see Him with our own eyes
Out of these ashes… beauty will rise
For we know, joy is coming in the morning…
in the morning…

I can hear it in the distance
and it’s not too far away.
It’s the music and the laughter
of a wedding and a feast.
I can almost feel the hand of God
reaching for my face
to wipe the tears away, and say,
“It’s time to make everything new.”

“Make it all new”

This is our hope.
This is the promise.
This is our hope.
This is the promise.
That it would take our breath away
to see the beauty that’s been made
out of the ashes…
out of the ashes…
That it would take our breath away
to see the beauty that He’s made
out of the ashes…
out of the ashes…

Out of these ashes… beauty will rise
and we will dance among the ruins
We will see Him with our own eyes
Out of this darkness… new life will shine
and we’ll know the joy is coming in the morning…
in the morning…beauty will rise!

Oh, Beauty will rise
Oh, Beauty will rise
Oh, oh, oh, Beauty will rise
Oh, oh, oh, Beauty will rise
Oh, oh, oh, Beauty will rise

Rough Wrappings

There are secrets of Providence which God’s dear children may learn. His dealings with them often seem, to the outward eye, dark and terrible. Faith looks deeper and says, “This is God’s secret. You look only on the outside; I can look deeper and see the hidden meaning.”

Sometimes diamonds are done up in rough packages, so that their value cannot be seen. When the Tabernacle was built in the wilderness there was nothing rich in its outside appearance. The costly things were all within, and its outward covering of rough badger skin gave no hint of the valuable things which it contained.

God may send you, dear friends, some costly packages. Do not worry if they are done up in rough wrappings. You may be sure there are treasures of love, and kindness, and wisdom hidden within. If we take what He sends, and trust Him for the goodness in it, even in the dark, we shall learn the meaning of the secrets of Providence.

–A. B. Simpson

Cookies

My little boy helped me bake Christmas cookies this year. I’m thankful my Gabriel loves to shadow me & do absolutely everything I do. I made the mistake of not giving him an apron or overshirt while rolling & cutting the sugar cookies… haha. But we remedied the situation when it was time for icing & sprinkles. 🙂 Live & learn!

Fourth Sunday of Advent

Of the Father’s love begotten, ere the worlds began to be,
He is Alpha and Omega, He the source, the ending He,
Of the things that are, that have been,
And that future years shall see, evermore and evermore!

At His Word the worlds were framèd; He commanded; it was done:
Heaven and earth and depths of ocean in their threefold order one;
All that grows beneath the shining
Of the moon and burning sun, evermore and evermore!

He is found in human fashion, death and sorrow here to know,
That the race of Adam’s children doomed by law to endless woe,
May not henceforth die and perish
In the dreadful gulf below, evermore and evermore!

O that birth forever blessèd, when the virgin, full of grace,
By the Holy Ghost conceiving, bare the Savior of our race;
And the Babe, the world’s Redeemer,
First revealed His sacred face, evermore and evermore!

This is He Whom seers in old time chanted of with one accord;
Whom the voices of the prophets promised in their faithful word;
Now He shines, the long expected,
Let creation praise its Lord, evermore and evermore!

O ye heights of heaven adore Him; angel hosts, His praises sing;
Powers, dominions, bow before Him, and extol our God and King!
Let no tongue on earth be silent,
Every voice in concert sing, evermore and evermore!

Righteous judge of souls departed, righteous King of them that live,
On the Father’s throne exalted none in might with Thee may strive;
Who at last in vengeance coming
Sinners from Thy face shalt drive, evermore and evermore!

Thee let old men, thee let young men, thee let boys in chorus sing;
Matrons, virgins, little maidens, with glad voices answering:
Let their guileless songs re-echo,
And the heart its music bring, evermore and evermore!

Christ, to Thee with God the Father, and, O Holy Ghost, to Thee,
Hymn and chant with high thanksgiving, and unwearied praises be:
Honor, glory, and dominion,
And eternal victory, evermore and evermore!

~Aurelius Prudentius, 5th Cen­tu­ry (Corde na­tus ex pa­ren­tis); trans­lat­ed from Latin to Eng­lish by John M. Neale, 1854, and Henry W. Baker, 1859.~

This morning one of our pastors preached an Advent sermon on Psalm 118. I can’t even begin to tell you how perfectly this sermon “hit home” for us today. What a truly pastoral message, the deep sense of that word. When it gets online, you should take a listen to it here (the sermon for 12/19/2010).

You are part of Christ’s advent to the world. So, suffer with Him.
Live by faith in Him in the middle of all your mess.
He will vindicate us and lead us to glory
.”
~Pastor Alexander~

At our parish meeting’s (i.e. “small group” if that’s a familiar term to you) Christmas party this evening, after finger-food and visiting (and before prayer and singing), we read the nativity passage from Luke, focusing on the gift the angels proclaimed to the shepherds. And then we went around the room sharing some gift the Lord had given each person this year. That is such a… um… hard question for Steven and me right now. We looked at each other through a little grimace. People shared about new life, new loves, new jobs, new homes, new cars, new friendships. When it got around to us, we told the truth. That it’s hard to see gifts for our family in the last year. But that they are there: they are simply gifts in grief. We received the gift of three more jewels in our crown in heaven this year. I have so much trouble seeing that as a gift. But, sigh, Trojan though it may be, it is a gift. And then we have seen the body of Christ in a way we never saw prior to this year. And that, perhaps, is the biggest gift of all. Being rallied around, upheld, and grieved with. And so tonight my heart feels heavy–physically heavy in a way I can not even begin to explain–as I try to see these gifts through tear-filled, puffy eyes.

Come, Lord Jesus. I grow weary of this world. Weary of the pain, the tears, the grief, the death. I groan at the suffering. You who knew the deepest suffering of all, come and lift my burden. You came in flesh in Bethlehem… I know that one day You will come again in glory, and call me from my grave, and I will arise with never a tear to grace my cheek again. Oh Lord, come.