Wednesday August 5, 2009

“Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all.”

Psalm 34:19

There are all kinds of afflictions in this world. You may be afflicted with one or two, or a dozen, or even many more than that. But if you are an heir of the Lord God, the Heavenly King, then you can look ahead with hope for there will be an end! The Lord will deliver you!! And He will deliver me.

Good old Mr. Spurgeon’s comments on this verse are for you today, to encourage you & give you hope:

Many are the afflictions of the righteous. Thus are they made like Jesus their covenant head. Scripture does does not flatter us like the story books with the idea that goodness will secure us from trouble; on the contrary, we are again and again warned to expect tribulation while we are in this body. But – blessed “but,” how it takes the sting out of the previous sentence! – But the Lord delivers him out of them all. Through troops of ills Jehovah will lead his redeemed scatheless and triumphant. There is an end to the believer’s affliction, and a joyful end too. 

My righteous friends, may this “blessed ‘but’” ring long and loud in your ears today! May the truth of the second half of this verse be greater to you than the first. Yes, we may have to suffer many afflictions in this lifetime. But God has promised to deliver us from every one! Not some of them, or most of them, but “them all!” Our trials will come to an end–a joyous triumphant end!

Monday August 3, 2009

Besides normal every day life that keeps me spinning — especially my busy 14 month old boy (can you believe he’s that old?!) and my over-abundant garden — I’ve got extra stuff going on right now.
One of my dearest and bestest friends moved today to Minnesota. And although I know I don’t write about where I do live, let’s just say that it is not remotely near Minnesota. Sigh. So we spent the weekend helping them pack the moving truck and saying goodbye. I hate that word: goodbye. I really do.
Also, I am on call waiting for our church intern’s wife to go into labor. Of course I’m not nearly as antsy about it as she is, poor dear is 41 weeks. But I get to pick up their 4 older kids when she goes into labor, and I am really excited about having them here. They are the sweetest, most joyful and obedient, lovely tow-heads you’ve ever met. Day or night, I am excited to go pick them up and share some time with them.
And this week our church is having a music camp for kids in grades 4-12. I am the accompanist, so I have lots of new music to learn. I just got the folder yesterday and some of it is a little daunting… my wrist hurts already from playing piano “too much”! 🙂
Although I still find that I am crying myself to sleep most nights, I know there is much to be thankful for. MUCH. And God’s goodness is all around me. I saw it this morning in the garden. I see it sitting right here in my boy. I feel it in my tummy, digesting yummy food. I taste it on my tongue, warm smooth coffee. I feel it with my fingers, bright technology. I know it will be ringing the doorbell soon, as my mother is on her way.
God is good. I am thankful. Even amidst griefs, sorrows, and goodbyes, there is new life and busy life and hope for the future.
Hallelujah and amen.

Thursday July 30, 2009

2 years ago today we held our first baby in our hands for the first & last time.
Our little Covenant Hope, who is not dead but now fully alive!!
She knows what is true fullness of joy, for she lives in His presence.
At the King’s right hand are pleasures forevermore, and so I know she eternally rejoices.

Psalm 16:11
You make known to me the path of life;

in Your presence there is fullness of joy;

at Your right hand are pleasures forevermore.

This is my comfort and my joy today.
Although I miss our little Covenant every day of my life, I know that God’s covenantal promises were for me.
For her. For my family. For all of our children.

Acts 2:39
“For the promise is for you and for your children
and for all who are far off,
everyone whom the Lord our God calls to Himself.”

Today we remember what the Lord has done.
Today we praise His name!
The Lord is faithful!!

Deuteronomy 7:9
Know therefore that the LORD your God is God,
the faithful God who keeps covenant and steadfast love
with those who love Him and keep His commandments,
to a thousand generations…


“If you have shallow sorrows
you will receive shallow graces.
If you have deep afflictions
you will obtain deeper proof
of God’s faithfulness.”
—Spurgeon (Beside Still Waters)

Wednesday July 29, 2009

C.H. Spurgeon’s words for today

Morning, July 29

“Nevertheless I am continually with thee.”
Psalm 73:23

Nevertheless,”—As if, notwithstanding all the foolishness and ignorance which David had just been confessing to God, not one atom the less was it true and certain that David was saved and accepted, and that the blessing of being constantly in God’s presence was undoubtedly his. Fully conscious of his own lost estate, and of the deceitfulness and vileness of his nature, yet, by a glorious outburst of faith, he sings “nevertheless I am continually with thee.” Believer, you are forced to enter into Asaph’s confession and acknowledgment, endeavour in like spirit to say “nevertheless, since I belong to Christ I am continually with God!” By this is meant continually upon his mind, he is always thinking of me for my good. Continually before his eye;—the eye of the Lord never sleepeth, but is perpetually watching over my welfare. Continually in his hand, so that none shall be able to pluck me thence. Continually on his heart, worn there as a memorial, even as the high priest bore the names of the twelve tribes upon his heart forever. Thou always thinkest of me, O God. The bowels of thy love continually yearn towards me. Thou art always making providence work for my good. Thou hast set me as a signet upon thine arm; thy love is strong as death, many waters cannot quench it; neither can the floods drown it. Surprising grace! Thou seest me in Christ, and though in myself abhorred, thou beholdest me as wearing Christ’s garments, and washed in his blood, and thus I stand accepted in thy presence. I am thus continually in thy favor—“continually with thee.” Here is comfort for the tried and afflicted soul; vexed with the tempest within—look at the calm without. “Nevertheless”—O say it in thy heart, and take the peace it gives. “Nevertheless I am continually with thee.”


Psalm 107

BOOK FIVE
Let the Redeemed of the LORD Say So

 1 Oh give thanks to the LORD, for he is good,
   for his steadfast love endures forever!
2Let the redeemed of the LORD say so,
   whom he has redeemed from trouble
3and gathered in from the lands,
   from the east and from the west,
   from the north and from the south.

 4Some wandered in desert wastes,
   finding no way to a city to dwell in;
5hungry and thirsty,
   their soul fainted within them.
6Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble,
   and he delivered them from their distress.
7He led them by a straight way
   till they reached a city to dwell in.
8 Let them thank the LORD for his steadfast love,
   for his wondrous works to the children of man!
9For he satisfies the longing soul,
    and the hungry soul he fills with good things.

 10 Some sat in darkness and in the shadow of death,
   prisoners in affliction and in irons,
11for they had rebelled against the words of God,
   and spurned the counsel of the Most High.
12So he bowed their hearts down with hard labor;
   they fell down, with none to help.
13 Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble,
   and he delivered them from their distress.
14He brought them out of darkness and the shadow of death,
   and burst their bonds apart.
15 Let them thank the LORD for his steadfast love,
   for his wondrous works to the children of man!
16For he shatters the doors of bronze
   and cuts in two the bars of iron.

 17Some were fools through their sinful ways,
   and because of their iniquities suffered affliction;
18 they loathed any kind of food,
   and they drew near to the gates of death.
19 Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble,
   and he delivered them from their distress.
20He sent out his word and healed them,
   and delivered them from their destruction.
21 Let them thank the LORD for his steadfast love,
   for his wondrous works to the children of man!
22And let them offer sacrifices of thanksgiving,
   and tell of his deeds in songs of joy!

 23Some went down to the sea in ships,
   doing business on the great waters;
24they saw the deeds of the LORD,
   his wondrous works in the deep.
25For he commanded and raised the stormy wind,
   which lifted up the waves of the sea.
26They mounted up to heaven; they went down to the depths;
   their courage melted away in their evil plight;
27they reeled and staggered like drunken men
   and were at their wits’ end.
28 Then they cried to the LORD in their trouble,
   and he delivered them from their distress.
29He made the storm be still,
   and the waves of the sea were hushed.
30Then they were glad that the waters were quiet,
   and he brought them to their desired haven.
31 Let them thank the LORD for his steadfast love,
   for his wondrous works to the children of man!
32Let them extol him in the congregation of the people,
   and praise him in the assembly of the elders.

 33He turns rivers into a desert,
   springs of water into thirsty ground,
34 a fruitful land into a salty waste,
   because of the evil of its inhabitants.
35He turns a desert into pools of water,
    a parched land into springs of water.
36And there he lets the hungry dwell,
   and they establish a city to live in;
37they sow fields and plant vineyards
   and get a fruitful yield.
38 By his blessing they multiply greatly,
   and he does not let their livestock diminish.

 39When they are diminished and brought low
   through oppression, evil, and sorrow,
40 he pours contempt on princes
   and makes them wander in trackless wastes;
41but he raises up the needy out of affliction
   and makes their families like flocks.
42 The upright see it and are glad,
   and all wickedness shuts its mouth.

 43 Whoever is wise, let him attend to these things;
   let them consider the steadfast love of the LORD.


I think it is a sweet thing, that Christ saith of my cross, Half Mine, and that He divideth these sufferings with me and taketh the largest share to Himself; nay, that I, and my whole cross, are wholly Christ’s.
~Samuel Rutherford (1660-1661)


From Glory to Glory

by Pastor Sumpter

One way of looking at the book of Job is as a coming of age story. We have pointed out before that in the Bible, the categories of Priest, King, and Prophet can be seen not only as different roles but as steps in glory and maturity. We see this in Israel’s history: priests keep laws very carefully. They guard the sanctuary from defilement. Kings must build upon knowledge of the law, and apply it with wisdom. Solomon must judge between the feuding prostitutes in a case where this is no explicit command in Scripture. Kings must execute justice by applying the Scriptures to new situations. And finally, when God’s people have grown up in this wisdom, they are prepared to stand before God as prophets. Prophets are members of God’s court. They are God’s advisors. God tells them what he is planning to do, and they are invited to interact with that. Remember Abraham who discusses God’s plan destroy Sodom and Gomorrah or Moses on Mt. Sinai urging God to reconsider His plan to destroy the children of Israel. And because prophets are involved in the decision making process, they are authorized to speak on God’s behalf. Prophets bring and declare the word of the Lord with authority. They know what God is going to do because they were there when it was decided. Job’s story follows this trajectory. Job begins as an upright man who is blameless and shuns what is evil. He offers sacrifices for his sons who may have sinned; Job is introduced in the glory of a priest. But when his world comes apart, he must learn to navigate his circumstances that are more dicey. He must apply biblical truth to his situation faithfully, and he must seek justice through fighting back false accusations. Job must embrace the glory of kings. But the glory kings is in search of the glory of prophets. Kings want to know that they have struggled faithfully; they want an answer from the King of Kings. And so Job finally receives an answer from the whirlwind. And in that answer, Job is ushered into the presence of Yahweh. And in the conclusion to the story, God says that Job will pray for the three friends and God will hear and forgive them. Job has been granted the glory of a prophet. Job is a story of a man going from glory to glory, going from the glory of a priest to the glory of a king to the glory of a prophet. And the trajectory is important. God doesn’t want slaves, God doesn’t want machines, God wants sons. God wants sons that grow up into friends. We are gathered here this morning as the friends of God, filled with the Spirit of the Son, and therefore we are invited to guard his house as priests, to seek wisdom as kings, and to speak in His presence as prophets and be prepared to take what we learn back into the world.


~~this last bit is from the young Pipers in Minnesota. I occasionally pop by their blog, and this post I found today made my eyes fill with tears of understanding. Maybe you’ll see why. You can find their blog here http://thepipers.wordpress.com/~~

One of the things I’ve been grieving this last year is simply that I used to be a happy person. It used to be that my days were primarily happy, with the occasional interruption of melancholy or difficulty. For the last 22 months, the opposite has been mainly true.

One of my good friends uses the phrase “secondary losses.” I think that’s what this year has been—a whole bunch of secondary losses. The loss of innocence. The loss of happiness. The loss of youth.The loss of simplicity. And when you experience those secondary losses, you grieve.

I look at those two people and truly wonder if that is the same person I see in the mirror each day. I feel like I’ve aged something like 10 years since then.

Today, memories like this one make me cry—hard. We had no idea that we were a few weeks away from one of the worst tragedies we’ll ever face.

So if you’re a mom like me, living without one (or more) of your children, take heart that this is indeed one of the hardest things you will ever live through. But that also means that you lived.

The lines around your eyes will deepen. But that also means you’ve seen. You’ve seen the chaos of pain. Your eyes have and will shed tears for people in their pain that you could’ve never understood before. This is a blessed gift.

Hold on with me. We’re gonna make it. We might not be the happy-go-lucky gals we used to be, but our lives here will tell stories of indescribable loss and the love of a God who made us to be exactly who we are—every line, every gray hair. None of it is wasted.


Wednesday July 29, 2009

Thanks for the prayers and sweet thoughts today!
We are praising God because our attempts to get things done at the clinic was finally successful today! God is good. He graciously ordained that all the bloodwork would get started today, that I would *not* pass out, that Steven would be able to go late to work, that I would also get another diagnostic procedure done today, and that everything would be done on time & no one was on vacation!! So happy, so thankful.
God is good, and now we continue to rest in His care as we await results. We are hoping for everything to be negative of course, but we’ll take it one result at a time.
Thank you for your continued care for us. God bless and keep you.

Monday July 27, 2009

Hospitality Demands
by Nicole Whitacre from http://www.girltalkhome.com/blog

“When most Christians hear about their responsibility to practice hospitality, they can think up an amazing number of creative excuses to explain why they cannot be hospitable. Yet Christians are commanded to be hospitable.” Alexander Strauch

Our budget is too tight.
Our home is too small.
We don’t have a couch.
We don’t have a dishwasher.
The painter’s plastic hanging in the middle of our living room isn’t very attractive.
I’m not good at this.
It’s been a long week and I’m tired.

I’ve used all of these excuses to apply for hospitality exemptions. But Scripture has denied all my claims. The Bible is clear about who is to show hospitality: all Christians. By God’s grace, that includes me.

All Christians–not just the rich, or the creative, or the organized, or the gourmet cooks, or the outgoing personalities or the ones with lots of free time. All Christians.

Members of the first century church understood that: “loving one another demanded being hospitable” (Dict. of NT Background, emphasis mine). So where genuine Christian love exists, there you’ll find hospitality. Or, in other words, we can’t claim to love others and refuse to show hospitality. It is, “a matter of obedience” (Alexander Strauch).

And it has particular application to us as Christian women. It is “a natural extension of [our] authority in the domestic sphere” (Dict. of the Later NT) and thus a primary qualification for the godly woman (1 Timothy 5:9).

All Christians are to practice hospitality but not all in the same way. “As each has received a gift” we are to serve one another, “as good stewards of God’s varied grace” (1 Pet. 4:7-10).

My hospitality may not be as frequent as my friend Taye’s. My house may not be as clean as Alyssa’s. My food won’t be as delicious as Bonnie’s or my presentation as creative as Lesley’s. But God has given me grace. I must use that gift of grace to serve and love and show hospitality.

“Above all, keep loving one another earnestly, since love covers a multitude of sins. Show hospitality to one another without grumbling. As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another, as good stewards of God’s varied grace.” 1 Peter 4:7-10


I love the above snippet from Nicole. I think it’s an excellent reminder. Praise the Lord for this command to extend our love, grow our strengths, teach us in our weaknesses, and love the body of Christ (as well as minister to those outside the body). I am thankful for my husband’s sweet grace in enabling, helping, and challenging me to keep up with this command.

Friday July 24, 2009

I know I haven’t posted any pictures in weeks and weeks. So, here are a couple to fill the appetite, for those of you who wanted to see. 🙂 Enjoy.

Picking strawberries in the country. Yummm!


so this picture of me in my garden was taken three weeks ago, and it’s waaaaaay bigger now. All of the plants have overgrown the pathways, and the pumpkins are now weaving their vines through the chain link fence into the neighbor’s yard! yikes! I am getting about a gallon of green beans every 1 to 2 days. The peas are so tall now, that I will have to ask my 6’2″ husband to pick the top ones! And now I also realize why 12 zucchini plants and 15 yellow squash plants is considered TOO MANY!! lol. I have just planted my second crop of spinach, swiss chard, and lettuce. Thankfully my little boy likes to sleep in, so I can go get my gardening done in the mornings. It’s such a big job for just one person. Maybe I should have had a smaller garden for my first effort. 🙂 Oh well, I’ve somehow managed to keep up with it, and we’ll have veggies to last all year, I think. Wheeeee!! Time to start blanching and freezing. 🙂

Gabriel and I went to a Lavender Festival with my mom, and it was extremely hot that afternoon. So we got a cone of huckleberry ice cream to share. Gabriel loved it.

Here is my total 100% boy with one of his favorite toys: all-natural, completely organic pine stick. Hahaha.

Wednesday July 22, 2009

Toby Sumpter pastored our church in the country for a few months one summer, and I don’t know if I have ever been as spiritually stimulated, challenged, and encouraged as I was during that time. In addition to great theology and unpacking biblical stories (he was taking us through Genesis), he gave us such good, constant reminders that we do not dictate worship. It is not up to us to decide what kind of music to sing, what elements are necessary in the liturgy, or even how to pray. Our opinions and preferences simply do not matter. What matters, then? What God thinks, what God wants, what God commands.
We no more decide on our own accord how to worship or when to worship than we can who to worship!! Scripture has it all laid out. Everyone agrees that Scripture commands WHO to worship. But it also commands HOW and WHEN. What a blessing that we don’t have to figure these things out on our own. Scripture is the revelation of God, it is one way He speaks to us. It is a way He teaches us and guides us. Especially about our relationship with Him.

Anyway… that was totally going off on a tangent… but it was something that Toby really impressed upon us. So the Sumpters have really blessed my family, both when I still was under the headship of my parents and now as the helpmeet in my own family. Of course Toby Sumpter is no longer our pastor, but he pastors a church about one hundred miles away. I still glean much wisdom and encouragement from his blog. God has truly blessed this man, and I am thankful that I have the opportunity to learn from him.
Check out his blog: http://www.havingtwolegs.blogspot.com
And then come see my newest bookmark, as I recently found out how to listen to his sermons online!
http://www.trinitykirk.com/sermons.php
Praise the Lord for modern technology. Not only do we have the freedom to worship our God without worry of persecution & death — we also have books, online sermons, blogs, and so many other ways that we now can glean biblical wisdom and grow in grace. Praise the Lord!

I have gone back to the beginning of Pastor Sumpter’s sermons on Job. I think May 17th was the first one. They are excellent. I can not stress that word enough. God is good and kind to me, providing me with these sermons right now. I plan on getting caught up and being current with the series shortly.

  • so how has God been growing your knowledge of His worship lately?
  • have you gone through Scripture looking for His commands on what He desires in worship, instead of catering to your own preferences?
  • what is one of your bookmarks that helps you walk in paths of righteousness?
  • if you listen to online sermons, do you sit quietly with Bible in-lap, or is it background while doing something else?

Wednesday July 22, 2009

“Weak faith will as surely land the Christian in heaven as strong faith; but the weak, doubting Christian is not like to have so pleasant a voyage thither as another with strong faith. Though all in the ship come safe to shore, yet he that is all the way seasick hath not so comfortable a voyage as he that is strong and healthful.”

~Willam Gurnall, The Christian in Complete Armour